One last letter

I'm sending one last letter
Hopping you will see
What we miss for getting better
And how are "we" supposed to be.

This words were never spoken
And so they should remain,
But I thought maybe if I write them
It will release a bit the pain...

I cannot tell if loosing you
Has made me stronger or weaker...
I donnot spell your name
And never speak of you
For I fear you would be much closer...

A touch of yours always gave me peace
Even by a single glance
And all I needed was your presence
In your arms...there I would feel complete.

There's nothing like your embrace
Your smile, your lips I could never replace
Since you are gone, my world
Has grown to be so empty and cold.

Close to my heart forever you will be!
Why we fell apart? Maybe one day I will see.
And now I may not understand
why you choose this torture,
but they say that time can always cure
a wound and the pain of a heart...